Places apart

This exact time last year I remember sitting in her living room, thinking how lucky I was to have her and everyone else around. I never wanted to leave. Now I find myself counting the minutes till I can ignore it all again. It's funny how quickly things can reverse themselves.
If you only knew the things I thought, but I guess I'm too busy for you to listen.

Finding Parker

The truth is, I know very little. I've never traveled the world, I've never experienced any major loss, and I've never really had any outstanding accomplishments. However, I know myself. I know the moments where I've been overwhelmingly happy, and the moments where I thought I couldn't keep going. I know I can recognize something truly beautiful when I see it, and I know that although I wrote the finale of my history with someone else, there's still something there that isn't quite finished. I know stress all too well, and I know what it's like to have a barrier blocking lifelong dreams that I can't seem to overcome. I recognize inspiration when it comes to me, although I've often let it pass me by. I know that there's a chance that I really may fail, and if I do it will be my own doing. I know that Tanya Parker only lives through my words, which unfortunately don't seem to make it anywhere. I guess I have a lot to learn.